The Freak Chronicles

I feel alone aside from my family life. I love them all dearly, but I feel this is an intricate piece of the puzzle missing. Who am I to complain though? My teeth do not ache as much anymore, although they are not completely healed quite yet. I understand now that friends do not last forever from my experience. I have lost hope in that department and given up and decided to leave that behind me….FOREVER…There is no going back now. It is their loss and not mine. My overwhelming artistic flair will flourish and feels everlasting. People need to be shown an ultimate world class individual full of creative art. As only a pathetic young man who has no path paved in his life (which I do) I can be ignored, but if I become more than that and express myself deeply in my writing and in terms of direction I become something entirely. As a symbol I think I can acomplish my career goal. My destiny in film lies ahead. I will share my dread, I’ll show ya…