The Freak Chronicles

I really feel outraged and frustrated in how I am exactly supposed to express myself to others in my life. I rather not be extremely conservative and told how people think I should act. I have been treated like an outcast for most of my life and I have also in fact been responsible for that in addition to how my friends have responded to me. I am not complaining, I  just merely accept that is the truth. I don’t want to destroy the picture I have painted for myself through my life and who I may be defined as and I want it not to be forgotten. I do not care what people think of me nor what they think of the decisions I make. To those past old friends of mine, do not expect to be greeted by the joyous delighted Nathaniel Fox-Pappas you once knew from elementary school. For christ sake I put on a bloody happy face for all of you god damn suckers and bottled the angry rage up inside. Now there is nothing but hatred. To put it short- fuck life. The only thing I truly have to live for is my family and my film passion. How is that “personal” for you?